Okay so this everyday thing might not really work....but this I need to write this moment down might.  I am balling, crying like a baby because my baby had skating lessons tonight. He did awesome, but it was so hard to watch him struggle, to not just run out onto the ice and scoop him up. But he did it, he scooped himself up all by himself and while I am proud, I am sad. Every time he scoops himself up he needs me a little less and that I hate, I really do.

So today is hard and I end it with a few tears.

Day two and here I am in bed again trying to quickly type something from my phone so it counts. But it does, everyday does. Today I stuck to better rating and made it to yoga...I am starving and have a headache but it will get better, I will feel better and look better - watch out 2013!

Going to write everyday if I can in 2013.

It's going to be a good year!